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Happy Easter 2008  / Lee Albie's Mummy   Read >>
Happy Easter 2008  / Lee Albie's Mummy

Hello Jennifer just stoped by to say

Love Lee & Albie x x x x

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER XX  / Mummy Xxxxx   Read >>
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER XX  / Mummy Xxxxx

Today has come Jennifer, as much as I didnt want to too. 4 years without you by my side, today I held you for the first time dreaming of angels xxx  Words cant describe how mummy feels today, I miss you so so much, Id give anything to be planning a birthday party for you tonight, buying a cake and sweets, waiting for your little friends to come over later, Insted I am sitting on my own, looking at your pink and white flowers that are sitting on my window ledge.........so unfair x 4 years seems so long to be without you, it is long far too long,,,,,,,,yet today it seems ilke yesterday.......

Have a lovely time today with your little friends today, eat lots of chocolate and cake and be happy

Love you to the stars and back again x

Mummy xx

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To Jennifer  / John Lamont   Read >>
To Jennifer  / John Lamont
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what makes a mother?  / Mummy   Read >>
what makes a mother?  / Mummy
What makes a Mother

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother
And I know I heard him say.
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true.'


But God, can you be a Mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, He replied
With confidence in His voice
I give many women babies
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.


I just don't understand this, God
I want my baby here
He took a breath and cleared His throat
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say:
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
Of love and life and fear.


My Mommy loved me oh so much
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom
Who had so much love for me
I learned my lesson very quickly
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear.
"Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I'm here."


So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are ok
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me
Until your lesson is through.
And on the day that you come home
They'll be at the gates for you.


So now you see what makes a Mother
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize
You are a Mother until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
And you know you're the best one!




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When tomorrow starts without me....  / Mummy   Read >>
When tomorrow starts without me....  / Mummy

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.


But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same day
There's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Thought there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

 

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darling Jennifer ...  / Eileen Budd (friend to her mummy )  Read >>
darling Jennifer ...  / Eileen Budd (friend to her mummy )
Darling Jennifer ....... you are a beautiful angel sweetheart , who has left an everlasting impression in your mummys heart and mind ...... So so loved and wanted ........... Her words about you have been written with so much love and honesty ......

Your mummy is a lovely lady and for that you are so lucky ...... Josh your big brother loves you too (that Iam sure of)  and so do many of mummys'  friends who have grown to know you over these months ...... 

May you play safely with all your angel friends God Bless you and keep you safe darling ........ 

Love and flaoty angel kisses to you .........

Eileen xxxxxxxx nanna to angel Hywel xxxxx

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You stood in the gap....(for Judith xx)  / Mummy   Read >>
You stood in the gap....(for Judith xx)  / Mummy

You stood in the gap…

You stood in the gap when my world was collapsing around me
I was drowning in a sea of broken dreams, living with a broken heart, 
The pain I was in was real to feel, no-one in the world could really see
When they saw my tears they never asked why my eyes were full of tears
People would always say “don’t worry you will be ok”

But you took time to stop noticing the tears and pain in my eyes
You didn’t walk away, you took time to ask me why tears filled my eyes
You never walked away from me, because it was too much 
You stood beside me through the tears, we walked the path together
You held me and stopped me drowning in my sea of endless tears

On the days when I could physically and emotionally take no more
You listened to me, held me, you stayed beside me in the worst days
You walked beside me through the door to counselling, 
A door I would never have made it through, if it wasn’t for you
Walking beside me, you held my hand when there was no-one else

When you call Jennifer by her name, and talk about her to me
Each time you bring me a sense of joy, you may never see
As a mummy of an angel, to hear her name means so much
it allows me to say her name too, and that’s ok,
Just because I cannot see her, doesn’t mean she didn’t exist

Judith you stepped into my life at a critical time,
So critical you may never fully realise, 
I was almost at a point of deciding life or death,
I was drowning in my sea of broken dreams
I could no longer stay afloat in all the tears

But you stepped up beside me and stood in the gap
Reached out your hand and put in into mine
you never let me go, you have been therThorough the roller coaster of emotions that hit me
You have stayed there, caring, supporting, seeing me through

When I gave you your award I was so proud of you
You had got recognition of all you have done for me
For standing by me through all those tears,
a day of mixed emotions for us both, we smiled through the tears, 
I’m certain there was a little angel smiling down from heaven too xx

 

 

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Angel In My Heart  / Mummy   Read >>
Angel In My Heart  / Mummy

My world stood still when Jennifer was born

A little princess, so perfect and small

Born too soon, to small to survive,

Too precious for earth- prefect for heaven

You went and took your place in heaven

Above the moon, stars and sky

In that special little playground

For all the baby angels who die

But you didn’t die in my eyes

Your love lives on in my heart

every night when I close my eyes

you are there, little angel in my heart

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little one  / Kyles Mummy   Read >>
little one  / Kyles Mummy
your mummy done so well with your website, you are soo loved and missed jennifer. play safe little one  hug toy our mummy from kyles mummy   Close
YOU LEFT YOUR FOOTPRINTS IN MY HEART  / MUMMY   Read >>
YOU LEFT YOUR FOOTPRINTS IN MY HEART  / MUMMY

when I found out I was pregnant,
my life seemd so complete,
I'd have two children,
little did i know, one would be alive
and one would be born asleep

you were the apple of my eye
my little girl, so wanted, so cherished
everything went well, no problems with you
unlike you big brother....
who made mummy so sick

It was 2 years ago today, it all went wrong,
your beartbeat was slow, I had a scan
little did i know, infront of my eyes
your tiny heart would stop beating
there was nothing I could do

you were born, asleep, I never heard you cry
never saw your pretty smile
your eyes never opened
you were so perfect in ever way just asleep
never to wake up

I loved you for months and lost you in a second
in those hours I spent with you
I loved you enough for a life time
memorised how you looked,
I didnt want to let you go

but as much as it broke my heart 
I had to let you go, 
I dressed you in my favourite outfit,
all pretty girly and pink
you were so beautiful

I cuddled you one last time,
and laid you in your coffin,
so perfect I had to let you go
but i hope you knew you were loved
by your mummy

On valentines day you were creamated
and mummy carried you on your last journey
you should have been in my arms,
not a tiny white coffin
I had to do that one last thing for you

now you have gone, and all I have are memories,
you made such a big impact on my life
no matter where I am or what I am doing,
never doubt Jennifer, i am loving you
forever and ever

You left me the most precious gift,
my memories, of my little girl,
I held you in my arms
but most importantly to me,
you left your tiny footprints in my heart


happy birthday Jennifer Hope
love you
mummy
xx
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JENNIFER / Mummy (mummy)  Read >>
JENNIFER / Mummy (mummy)

JENNIFER,  

YOU LEFT YOUR FOOTPRINTS IN MY HEART
ALTHOUGH APART, YOU ARE WITH ME EVERYDAY
NOT A DAY GOES BY YOU DONT CROSS MY MIND
MY LOVE FOR YOU KNOWS NO LIMIT OF TIME
YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER, THAT IS TRUE
BUT INSTED OF LOVING YOU ON EARTH
MY LOVE GOES FURTHER, BEYOND THE MOON AND SUN
IT REACHES YOU UP ABOVE THE STARS

IT BROKE MY HEART TO LET YOU GO
THE PAIN I FELT, NOBODY KNOWS
BORN TOO SOON, HAD TO SAY GOODBYE
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I WILL ASK 'WHY?'
TO PRECIOUS FOR EARTH TAKEN TO HEAVEN
IF ONLY A REASON I HAD BEEN GIVEN

YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART EVERY DAY
UNTIL MY TIME COMES TO SEE YOU AGAIN
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS, WHEN I CAN SLEEP
AND IN MY HEART  YOU WALK WITH ME EACH DAY
I WILL SHOW YOU THE TREES, THE SKY OF BLUE
I WILL TAKE YOU TO THE BEACH, SHOW YOU THE SEA

JENNIFER SWEETHEART I WISH YOU WERE WITH ME



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